Time For Me To Pack Up And Move
Thursday, May. 13, 2004, 2:04 p.m.

I have finally solved the mystery of WHY Hope is haunting me. I am sure everyone is on the edge of their seat waiting for the answer. Well, sit back because it isn't anything exciting.

I have been so busy with life and school and work for over a year now. Sad to say, but making babies hasn't been on the top of my to-do list this past year. I have been focusing on getting that law degree and getting the hell out of Clovis. But now, all of that is gone. School is out, I am not working and so all I have is time. Time to sit here and dwell and dwell and dwell and dwell... I think you get the picture.

What is odd is once I realized that I was driving myself crazy, I haven't heard that voice since. I even had a pepsi this morning guilt free! When Ashley came home for lunch and asked me how Hope was, I just knew it was going to send me back into the land of crazy but it didn't.

I'M FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

I am sure that later on when I am watching "ER" and I see Carter going crazy after the loss of his child I'll be a pile of emotional goo all over again. Last weeks episode was so hard for me to watch, I came thisclose to losing it.

Now onto other news... I got an email this morning from someone kind who told me my comments system was intimidating. I know this darlin'. I know it is a pain in the ASS for people to type in their information every time they want to leave me a comment. Diaryland is slightly behind in the times and I have no control over that. I have received these kinds of emails a dozen times before and I guess it's time for me to do something about it. SO, as usual, I am going to accommodate those I adore and move AGAIN.

I downloaded the movable type software several months ago and never chose to use it. I had been hoping to use it with my Planet Monique site but due to extreme stupidity on behalf of the people I am related to, I chose not to do that. I am still holding out hope to add it to one of my sites. The current plan is to toss it in with all my InfertileMe items but I am not sure where or how though.

I also have a typepad account that I have been sitting on. I guess I will finally put that to use. I will set up house at http://infertileme.typepad.com/infertile/ within the next 24 hours. The move has been long overdue, I know I know. The benefit though is that I plan to keep this one up for all my Diaryland friends and family. That should make everyone somewhat happy.

I need to go and get ready to run some errands. Tomorrow I am heading for the hills (ugh). But I will be back to answer some of the trillion questions I get asked over and over. I do apologize to everyone who has emailed me these past few weeks. The emails are overwhelming in number and lately I seem to have pissed off several Fidel Castrol fans.

Ciao.

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